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You know....normally I'm pretty thankful for what I have and where I'm at. Even with all the crap that has gone on in my life and in the life of my family, I usually can find the good that has come of it and focus on that. However, every once and awhile I have a bad day. Today is that day.
Now-Tony-before you start freaking out and calling me-I'm fine ;) It's just a rough day.
Usually, something will happen that will trigger me and take me back.
Past things will replay in my head....I get irritated about things that have happened and frustrated that those things will always be there. I'm annoyed that there ARE triggers and that there will most likely always be triggers of some sort.
That's when the "old" me sort of creeps in for a bit. I don't want to see anyone, talk to anyone or blog. I just want to be left alone....which I know is not good and I can't clam up.
Overall I have been pretty blessed with the speed in which I have been able to move on from things and I'm sure tomorrow I'll be fine....but today I'm not feeling it. Bleh.....
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Praying for you today :)
Thanks Aimee :)
We all have those rough days...we don't feel it. Don't wanna be around people. Don't beat yourself up about it. But, what you feed, if you stay that way and becomes a pattern...or if its just that...an off day. I am hoping its that. And that's ok. And, I love that your honest about it. Some days we don't feel the joy and peace we know is there in abundance. Talk to him about it, cry to him. He can handle it and he loves to work in our bad days and love on us. Its a real feeling. I hate when there are those that are fake and pretend this days of blahs, doubts, hurts, worry, ect don't happen anymore if you are a believer. I am praying for you. Are you in the Epic study? Then Sylvia's message tomorrow is outstanding! I felt it was just for me, but so did everyone else. It was very good. God is working and sometimes ugly comes out to test as as we are striving to cling to him. There is a deceiver who wants to bring us down and keep us down. When you feel like being with someone, talk to me anytime. I had a rough year of feeling blah, angry , upset, worthless, crabby, etc...I lost my hope and purpose and took the wrong road. I am a willing ear, anytime. Hang in there. Cling to him even if you feel to overwhelmed by these feelings to do anything else. Love ya!
Side note, Aimee, took a look at your blog! What a great journey!! I don't know how to follow it...very great way to put things. See, we all go through it. Sometimes we question why. But the answer is who!!
Have a great night ladies!!
Annie, you are beautiful, funny, honest, faithful and true! I admire you hon!
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